As you guys don't know, I am getting married soon. Yes, this bachelor killer boy was already engaged to a lovely lady from miles away. Saan pa? edi sa Philippines. I know that you guys will probably going to say... "How did you manage to keep up with Long Distance Relationship?" I say, it depends on how desperate you are (LOL). But kidding aside, it is extremely hard to keep up, emotionally and financially; and it depends on how you trust her and also how can you be trusted (double that, kasi lalaki ka...alam mo na). Don't forget that determination is the best policy when it comes to LDR (pauso).



Lately, Me and Thet we've been arguing about the preparations of our wedding. Natural, kasi ang dakilang Russell walang ginagawa kasi wala sya sa Pilipinas. I have a very limited source of power to do that because the wedding will be held in my home country, Philippines on December 22 2007. Well, 90% of wedding preperation has been done, thanks to my lovely baby she did all of that. Then, the 10% will going to be my assignment ( i think) when i get home this coming October 2007. So far, I've been gone through two break-ups attempt by my cute wife to be (na kung magalit ay parang tigre) since we've planned this getting married idea. Nakakaloko, pero wala naman akong masasabi. I've been so uncooperative and not even support her kapag pagod sya. Super stress si Thet at naiinis na magasikaso pa na magisa. I can't blame her to feel like that, so kapag nagagalit sya... tahimik na lang ako sa kabilang linya kapag kami ay naguusap sa phone. Kasi kapag nagdahilan pa ako...baka maging pangatlong break up na yun. I can't afford to lose her just because of this stressful wedding preparations. Syempre ako naman kahit di ko sya mahimas (lol) kapag galit sya, nalalambing ko naman sya thru my words of wisdom (hmmm let it be? john lennon) at madramang alam mo na. I mean i just cant slip our love away just because of simple problem. But i know this is not her wedding but "OURS", so its a big deal. So, all i can do now is put a litol eport on building and designing our invitation card and our wedding wedsite. And also during the stressful time, moral support syempre. I guess, kailangan ko talaga maging showy sa kanya to make her feel that i am really cooperating kahit wala ako sa tabi nya. Kahit walang problema sa financial thingie, mababale - wala lahat yun kung hindi ka nya kasama sa hirap ng preparations ng kasal ninyong dalawa. Well, I already understand all of these things. . . and I feel useless right now.